Room One Oh One

The worst thing....


Which differs from person to person; it could be something trivial, something threatening, or something deadly. It doesn't matter. The point is, the individual cannot cope with it, however brave they are.

The worst thing...

In your mind: they are in your mind, they know you better than you know yourself. They have watched you more carefully, thought of you more, tried to understand you more. They care about you more than you do. They want you. They want you like no-one else ever wanted you. Deeply, essentially, they need you so that they can survive. The intimacy is in no way sexual, in every way psychological, spiritual (it takes over all spirituality), ideal (it is every idea you might have).

The worst thing...

They grow like a fungus in your head, until even a thought not about them is about them (Ingsoc in relation to chess - how parasitic is that). Every word is them, every inclination, desire, cumulation, is them. Because they want you so much.

And you open your eyes, and there they are: Room One Oh One.

BB DayOrder No.42

Comrades, why does ingsoc require reality-control? Ingsoc needs reality-control because of crimethink.

Comrades, BB is loveful party-wise, but BB is ungoodfeeling when InParty Comrades fail history-wise. Comrades, remember that history is partythink, and so history is changeful; days are onetime sunny and onetime rainy: this is needful. Why is it needful? It is needful because comrades are plusforgetful. Comrades crimethink weatherwise doubleplusdayful!! So, comrades, you must blackwhite weatherwise, and recall fullwise and speedwise doublethink. Some days, comrades, exist hotwise and coldwise. It is BBthinkwise, comrades - no weather exists outside BBthink.

Some oldthinking comrades say "a day is hotful" - these comrades are plusungood and must be unpersoned. But, comrades, needfulwise, a day may be hotful and coldful, if BB decides weatherwise.

No reality outBBwise, comrades!!!! Goodthink thiswise. Goodthink leads BB-wise and BB-wise thinks lead life-wise, comrades!

BB

ps - BB thinks are drawn drinkwise by plusungood reports of Outparty members falling floor-wise, vomiting, and crimespeaking BB. Comrades, remember fullwise that alcohol causes oldthink, sexcrime and unbellyfeeling Ingsoc, alcohol also causes unbellyfeeling food and drink, which ungoodwise shows Outparty members. Comrades! Crimedrink is activity unpersonwise!!! Be Fullminded thiswise!

pps- BB attention is also drawn cricket-wise. This is crimesport, comrades. Cricketspeak is death. Let no Partyman or Partywoman cricketspeak. Cricket is an unsport.